Looking back...
It's been a semester. Time really flies when all you do is yearn for tomorrow to come. I dread that habit but sometimes i just wish that time will pass and everything will be okay again. Many things have changed. I have grown way beyond what i believed. I've been hurt, been happy, been hopeful and hopeless. I lost a friend, lost a family member and now i have a new nephew. People moved on.. kids growing up, closest friend going overseas, closest cousin gave birth, relatives getting better jobs, people having new dreams..hey, that's life.
Any regrets so far? Of course. I wish i had been more optimistic, more out there, grasping whatever i can. People i met made me believe differently. They do drugs.......you name it, marijuana, ice, grass, ecstasy and acid. They party from Wednesdays to Saturdays. One spent 30,000 AUD on clubbing alone in a month... but i realized i am nobody to judge. Then there are those who devote themselves to god.Weekends at church..great family dinners.They are happy. That's all that matters.
Ive seen the most beautiful autumn, experienced it.. and of course the first winter! I will experience snow soon, with people i love, i hope.
In studies, i may not be the best but i know that i've done my best. I'll just leave the door open and let myself be vulnerable to new experiences this holidays. AND YES, ITS THE HOLIDAYS!!! Cheers!
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