It's been a semester. Time really flies when all you do is yearn for tomorrow to come. I dread that habit but sometimes i just wish that time will pass and everything will be okay again. Many things have changed. I have grown way beyond what i believed. I've been hurt, been happy, been hopeful and hopeless. I lost a friend, lost a family member and now i have a new nephew. People moved on.. kids growing up, closest friend going overseas, closest cousin gave birth, relatives getting better jobs, people having new dreams..hey, that's life.
Any regrets so far? Of course. I wish i had been more optimistic, more out there, grasping whatever i can. People i met made me believe differently. They do drugs.......you name it, marijuana, ice, grass, ecstasy and acid. They party from Wednesdays to Saturdays. One spent 30,000 AUD on clubbing alone in a month... but i realized i am nobody to judge. Then there are those who devote themselves to god.Weekends at church..great family dinners.They are happy. That's all that matters.
Ive seen the most beautiful autumn, experienced it.. and of course the first winter! I will experience snow soon, with people i love, i hope.
In studies, i may not be the best but i know that i've done my best. I'll just leave the door open and let myself be vulnerable to new experiences this holidays. AND YES, ITS THE HOLIDAYS!!! Cheers!
2 comments:
eee, you know your word verification thing? they made me key in "arhcchou" ! hahaha! like "har chiu!"
cheers! exam finish! YOUR exam finish haih. wanna come back Malaysia and take my place and sit for my paper? or burn my college? pretty please?
haih. can you like get a cbox so that I AND I ALONE can use it so that I don't need to do word verification like "arhcchou"?
and can you like blog more often
so that I can know wuts going on in aussie
come on, your in aussie and i'm freaking in malaysia! baaah
and ... i forgotten wut i wanna say
oooh and i still like your photos. baaah. i'm trying to like sharpen my photography skill by taking pictures of food but i fail miserably.
and and and
haih. just didn't chat with you for so freaking long
and and and
HAIHYA, no more 'and's la. I go back to my law.
Bye Bye
Miss you
ah bu, i agree with xim yee. do consider getting a chatbox. and update more often k? hehe.
miss ya! :)
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